|The blogs in question here are: bbwcurvygirls, bbwchubbygirls, |
and lazome. I've covered the icons of the first two because of their
These, dear folks, are some of the blogs that have been following me for two months, despite me asking them not to. For two months. I have reported these two (and a couple others) to tumblr's staff at least twice. At least five other people have reported them on my behalf. And then, shortly after I made a post on the tumblr connected to this blog saying that I might come back with outfit posts, this happened.
That was one of the last safe spaces I had on that website. I've been policing my presence on there obsessively, and, despite the fact that this blog is not linked in any way to my personal blog in either direction, they have invaded it.
I've set the Ridiculous blog on tumblr to private, more to protect the people whose outfit posts I have reblogged in the past.
I'm honestly tempted to take this one down for a while. I'm not sure how long. And isn't that just so unfair? Though I haven't been as active as I've been in the past, I have worked hard on this blog. I have made friends through it, I've written things that I am tremendously proud of, I've put a lot of love into this and gotten a lot in return. It's toxic and unfair to know that all of that means nothing to these people who are happy to harass me despite continually asking them to leave.
One friend suggested that they're probably staying because I do keep calling them out, some kind of twisted spite, and I'm honestly very certain that that's exactly what's happening. And it's bitter and terrible and infuriating.
I don't know if I'm going to keep Ridiculous as it is, or if I'm going to make it private or what. I don't know what I'm going to do.